me rambling about random stuff

I need summer to come, this constant change in weather is making me sick. I want it to be warm and stay warm. I just started my new job and its awesome! i cant wait to make all this money and get a new wardrobe haha. I need to get away from Ohio and PA. i need to go somewhere over summer break, where idk yet. 

Lucero is this wednesday and I am beyond excited. It is going to be amazing and I cant wait. Is it wednesday yet?

There has been something on my mind lately. I heard someone say it and decided to analyze it in my mind.

"Im not looking for a serious girlfriend."

Now I don't think everyone is out there deliberately looking for someone to be their next love of their life. We all go about our lives and yes some of us want a boyfriend or girlfriend more then others. But when you do meet someone and its prefect, your gonna throw it all away because you don't want a serious relationship. You cant help when you meet someone, what time in your life that one person shows up. The way i see it is its life and its unexplainable and you just have to go with it. Nothing ever works out as we have planned it. No matter how much we think it can or will. 

So i finally got back to my church out here, ive been stuck back and forth from pa to ohio so my first sunday back. I was hoping one of the pastors were going to talk they are so moving and get my mind really thinking, but neither did today, guess there is always next sunday! But i did find out that The Last Hope is playing this saturday and im really excited for that, ive really wanted to hear them live for some time now. I miss my friends, lately ive lost contact for a stupid reason. I always seem to put sooo much more into things then other people and its not fair to me, so im stopping right now. But anyways back to friends, i miss them!!! forgot how awesome my friends are.

So i watched this movie last night, bc i was alone and bored, called Dead like me:Life after death. It was strange, but interesting i guess. Then i tried to watch SLC punk because a long time ago my one friend in high school said it was good...oh and netflix doesn't have shit to watch instantly so i caved and i watched half of it then stopped it and went to bed. Seriously i cant watch something that has literally no point.

Im dying to see the new Crank its probably gonna be horrible, because sequals usually are..but im still excited because Jason Statham is in it and im madly in love with him. But today i bought Catch Me if You Can with leonardo dicaprio...so tonight will be movie night alone just me popcorn and leo. Well i think im done rambling about pointless shit, bre is probably gonna read this and roll her eyes at me lol (love you brebre). 

(this poster is awesome, nice photography, should prob. have something in this post about it huh)

Here is a preview of one of my port.2 images...

Well I haven't posted anything on here in a bit, so here it goes. It's finals right now and let me tell you that it is HELL. There is so much going on in so little of time. My port.2 final is DONE; edited, printed & matted! Im pretty happy with it. I think I have some good portfolio pieces. Im really excited for this break, even tho its only a week, yet im also excited for next quarter school and all it seems like it will be a good one. (one can only hope!)

I swear this is the worst week ever. So Monday I wake up sick as a dog, and Im running late for fashion class i get there and end up doing nothing. Then i had a shoot and half the people stood me up. Then tuesday rolls around and Im still sick and I had to skip class so i got home to ohio ok because the weather was horrible. As Im driving i was eating chick fil a and my teeth decide to hurt really really bad and i was like ok whatever it will get better.

Then I got home and hung out with bre till midnight. Then Wednesday..aka the day from hell...i wake up go to my doctor for a check up, on my post surgery. Then i leave and go to an ear nose and throat doctor ends up i have bronchitis....AWESOME. THEN i go to the dentist to get my tooth looked at he said it was my teeth grinding on each other. and i find out i have some click disease in my jaw that can become really really bad but the surgery for it, the outcomes are not that great. So i go home and drink some OJ and i had excruciating pain, so my mom calls and i had to go get a root canal...now let me tell you i have dealt with alot of pain in my life and that was horrible!

Then of course me and my mom went shopping, mind you im all hopped up on percocets.

She was gonna buy me boots and of course they didnt have my size so they called around and found it at a mall like 15 mins away....we go all the way out there and they dont fit..apparently i have fat calves. ughhh today was a bad day :-(

All I have to say is OBAMA! :-)

Papers, Models, and Cameras....OH MY!

Today was a hectic day....i woke up with 80 million things to do before i had to leave and go to school and do even more things. I was super excited for this shoot i had tonight at 6 after my class i had a great model and a really good makeup artist, yet the makeup artist cancelled this morning and that just added on to the list of things i needed to figure out. Finally i got to school and dealt with all that crap and was still freaking because...no makeup artist....and god knows i can not do my own makeup let alone a models! 

So Stuart came to my rescue he had the idea of calling Macy's downtown and asking the MAC people if they could do it for me, and they did! Which i ended up knowing the guy and it turned out so great and I'm sooo extremely grateful. 

My creative mind was on a break today, because i could not for the life of me think of poses but it seemed to work out good. MINUS the fact there is something seriously wrong with my camera and I'm scared. The focus is all messed up and random parts are in focus and idk what to do...so its pretty much hit or miss with my images...now that i think about it i should of used one of the schools cameras...ughh oh well right!?

This week is insane, I'm trying to back up images onto DVDs right now because i think my computer is getting full....:-( 

I'm really excited for Wednesday me and Emily are heading to McConnell's(sp?) mills to shoot...very excited.

Well I'm off to bed, more homework to do tomorrow and now more editing....it seems like i can never get one shoot all edited and done, before another one pops up...ugh goodnight!

Everyone go out and VOTE tomorrow! (for Obama...hehe)

seriously....go vote....